Bubbling over

I am just sitting here before going to the office, dogs by my side, sun shining and birds chirping. I just complete an order for my office for supplies with no issue. I am looking at my bank account and we are finally doing ok after years of struggle.

It has been a tough four years. I have battled two cancers and then advocated and helped save my husband’s life in between those two cancers. I have struggled financially, digging out whatever personal credit card I could find while I was managing two businesses from my hospital bed and trying to do whatever I could to make sure my employees were ok.

All …completely…worth…it. I know some people would say why did you do that? Well, because I wanted to find whatever way I could to ensure that something was there to come back to when I was well again. Yes, I incurred a lot of extra debt along the way, but now, I get to be healthy and I get to still have a work place to go to to take care of women of all ages every single day. This is a real hard earned/blessing combo. I realize that it required an extraordinary amount of effort and creative thinking in addition to the cancer battles.

But, here I am now, sitting here enjoying even the tiniest of successes. Everything has elevated in importance and significance. I realize that I already knew this before, but I cannot deny that my investment in health, safety, joy, family, and success has magnified. I am so happy that I still get to be here to experience it. I had an eagle fly over me the other day, which is yet another potential indicator of success and good fortune. I’ll take it!

Have an amazing day everyone.

Dr. Katz

Happy Frickin New Year! Here’s to a fresh start!

I have decided that tonight is going to be my best New Years in years. Am I going to be out drunk and ridiculous and unsafe? NO. Am I going to go party with friends? NO. But, I will be at home, eating fresh home cooked seafood with my husband and my cacophony of dogs and dog noise and dancing ridiculously to horrible 80s and 90s music with heavy bass and actually intelligible lyrics! Whooo!

Sounds boring? Well, I disagree. I have done a lot this year, all of it hard. I fought brain cancer. I fought my way back to consciousness after a coma. I managed to keep my business afloat and make sure all my employees were taken care of. I managed to begin digging myself out of the financial hole I was drifting and sinking down in with all the crazy stuff going on.

So, a little down time, me time, husband time and dog time sounds like just the perfect, normal and enjoyable thing. My positivity is soaring so high despite everything that I think it was literally reaching people even at McDonalds today when they gave me free food for a mistake that they did not actually make! Score!

So, everyone, I say have fun out there. Please be safe. Please savor life to the fullest. Have a good time and don’t do anything you will regret for longer than say 24 hours. Happy New Year everyone!

Dr. Katz