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I know what you are thinking. Stop it already! You know that your next scan will likely be ok. You have no symptoms, besides the occasional panicking about something that is actually completely normal if you stretched back into your memory of life before cancers. Remember, regular twinges or the occasional floater in your eye are normal in your 50s! Stop freaking out. These are the kind of daily internal conversations that I have with myself in the month before each and every scan.
To be honest, I have had months of normal scans in a row so far. I went the extra thousand miles and had the stem cell transplant on top of everything. That is supposed to provide the possiblity of 30 years cancer free. That is really amazing and tantalizing to think about.
But, still, the pattern of worry continues. It doesn’t seem to really get to me until the month before the scan. This next one is coming up on Feb 19th so yep, I am smack in the middle of the month before.
If I take a step back, which I make myself do daily, I remind myself that I am now biking up to 10 miles a day, able to balance on one toe if I wanted to,having no night blindness, and not crashing into windows with my head. I am very likely to be ok…lol But man, I just need to see that scan report to believe that it is true.
All kinds of amazing things are evolving. I have a trip coming up. I have published four books. The last of my huge business debts are fading away. My family is healthy. All good stuff coming up. I am making the conscious choice to try to focus on those things instead. I really am.
The bottom line is, this scan-xiety stuff is for the birds. It is not very nice and it stays with you for years after cancer. It just is what it is. I am doing my best to deal with it and still try to live a full life at the same time, without acting like every single minute could be my last. Living life to the fullest is a good thing. Living life like it could be your last moment ever is kind of harsh. For right now, I am falling somewhere in-between and I keep hoping, and going to therapy, that this too shall pass.
Have a great day guys.
Dr. Katz
Did you know that less than 5 percent of cancer is hereditary i.e passed down through families? Most of it is sporadic and just occurs randomly. I am not sure if this is reassuring or scary. I am still deciding. I myself have had two cancers, none of which run in my family.
Let’s first talk about what a genetic cancer syndrome is. A genetic cancer syndrome is a condition that increases the risk of developing certain cancers and is passed down through generations of family members.
Here are some examples
Hereditary breast and ovarian cancer syndrome- this is self explanatory. It causes increased risk of breast and ovarian cancer and involves the BRACA1 and BRACA2 genes
Lynch Syndrome- this is a common cause of hereditary colon cancer, but can increase the risk of many other cancers as well
Li-Fraumeni syndrome- this increases the risk of breast cancer, bone cancer, brain tumors, and other soft tissue tumors
Cowden Syndrome- This increases the risk of noncancerous tumors, thyroie cancer, breast cancer, and uterine cancer
Familial adenomatous polyposis- This increases the risk of developing multiple colon polyps which can lead to colon cancer
Peutz-Jeghers syndrome- This increases the risk of cancer of the gi tract and other organs
Heredotary paraganglioma-pheochromocytoma syndrome- This increases the risk of development of benign tumors in the paraganglia. These are specific cells in the nervous system.
Von Hippel-Lindau disease- This is a rare condition that predisposes people to benign and malignant tumors especially in the central nervous system and retina.
Most of these are autosomal dominant inheritance. That means a single copy of the gene can predispose the individual to developing these cancers. Fortunately, these powerful mutations are actually on the rare side, but are very serious when they are present.
So, does it have to be an automatic death sentence to be diagnosed with one of these? No, it doesn’t have to be. Believe it or not, getting this news does not have to mean life is over. There are very specific screening protocols that can be instituted to prolong and save lives. But, you have to get the diagnosis established first to get started.
How do you get the diagnosis in the first place? Family and medical history screening is the first key element. There are significant screening questionnnaires that can be scored and scores above a certain level warrant genetic screening. The genetic screening can determine which genes are involved.
What kinds of things are we looking for in a family history? At the minimum, a personal history of cancer, a first and second degree relative history of cancer. You also have to evaluate the ethnicity of the patient. For example, Ashkenazi Jewish descent patients have a strong risk of genetic cancer syndromes. You need to look at the age of diagnosis as well. The earlier the cancer is diagnosed, the more the potential risk. Here are other things to look for
Cancer at a very young age or less than 50 for breast, ovarian or colon cancer
Several diff types of cancer in one person
Multiple primary tumors especially in the same organ
Several close blood relatives with the same kind of cancer
Unusual cancer presentation such as breast cancer in a male
All this is legitimately scary stuff, but the good news is that there are things we can do about it! There are prophylactic measures to take and altered screening protocols that can actually save and prolong lives. I have multiple patients in my own practice who have taken advantage of these protocols and are all still alive as their relatives continue to perish around them. My vote is to pay attention, get the information and take action. It could save your life!
Dr. Katz
I am told as of late that my personality has changed. I have become more irritable, a little shorter in temper, and I tend to say what needs to be said whether someone is ready to hear it or not.
I have a few different theories on why this is happening. Before I go on, I want to make it clear that I am making active strides not to evolve into a butthole in therapy as well. Just wanted you to know. Theory number one is that I battled not one but two cancers in the last three years. The most recent one was brain cancer for chrissake. Literally at one point in time not more than a year ago my brain was over half overtaken by tumor and swelling. I have to believe that that leaves some long-term changes behind, despite how far I have come from that point. I did a hell of lot of hard work, perserverence, suffering, and fear-battling in addition to battling the cancers. I was at everyone else’s mercy at any one point in time. A girl gets impatient with even the littler things after awhile because you just want something to go your way at some point. Things get out of proportion.
In terms of my second theory, I got put on Keppra for the intense seizure activity and I am still on it. Well I am here to tell ya the list of side effects from Keppra are like a mile long and a ton of them are psychological like depression, anxiety, and irritability. The term Keppra rage has been quoted to me by multiple patients. Ok, I am willing to admit that this could be a factor as well and I am hoping that my upcoming EEG will reveal that maybe I can start weaning off it since the reason I was put on it in the first place is not really valid anymore. Fingers crossed but no worries. I am not about to do anything stupid that would result in me not being able to drive or do anything for myself.
My third theory is that just maybe I have finally gotten old enough and have been through enough that I have lost the infinite patience I used to have for BS and crap. I just don’t feel like i have the time to deal with it anymore. This is not me saying I have decided to stop listening anymore. Absolutely not. I also realize that everyone’s perception of what is truly painful or impactful is very different. I know I have to allow for that variation.
The bottom line is I may in fact be a little crabbier and a little less tolerant, but I think it is all explainable. I am trying my best to remain myself and spread as much positivity, empowerment, and good into the world as I can. I can promise you I will faithfully keep up these efforts. Just bare with me for now if you could. I appreciate it.
Dr. Katz